Find Your Own Truth within Yourself

For me, it was a major eye-opener to realize that the plant-based retreat I experienced in a living room with music from a speaker and some guidance is completely different from what Alex and Yulia provide. They work together with experienced guides who carry and transmit ancient knowledge. The plant ceremonies are treated as sacred and deeply respectful. The process already began before the actual retreat ceremony. It started with a video call and a lot of information — including tips on how to begin connecting with the process, how to set your intention for the journey. I also reached out in between because I felt quite nervous. Alex reassured me that this is completely natural — after all, it’s scary to face parts of your ego, the unseen aspects of yourself. Your ego always wants to protect you at all costs. In the days leading up to the retreat, I was advised to turn inward so the process could already begin. To spend more time in nature and to be more mindful with food. And also, that your breath is the first thing that can immediately bring you back into your body. Because of this preparation, I experienced the ceremony much more deeply. The intentions, the prayers that the guides infused into the space, combined with my own intentions, stirred up inner reflection and emotional clarity even days before the actual event. The process was already in full motion. When I arrived at the location, I felt incredibly welcomed. Getting there had been intense — I was in a heightened state of energy. But the moment I saw Alex, with his open presence and a grounding hug, I felt the energy flowing through me again. The room felt right immediately. There were names on the doors — Mine said Turquoise — my favorite color! Everything resonated, and deep down I felt: this is exactly where I need to be. Alex took a lot of time to check in with everyone before, during, in between, and after the ceremonies. There was a moment during my journey when I really struggled. A deeply emotional part of my childhood came up. I couldn’t find safety within myself and remained stuck in the belief that I had to do everything alone. Until I realized: this was an old belief. I don’t have to do this alone — I am allowed to reach out. I asked Alex if he could help me. We went into a separate room, and without saying a word, he held me in a protective and loving embrace. Because I felt safe, I could finally let it all out. After releasing a lot of deep heart pain and many tears, I was eventually able to relax into his breathing rhythm — and from there, I felt my own strength return and was able to continue my journey from within myself. The guides touched so many layers through their prayers, instruments, and voices. They knew exactly what they were doing — it was incredibly special to witness. I also received a blessing from one of the women in the group — exactly on the issue I had just worked through — and ever since, I’ve felt a sense of relief and ease in my body. I’ve learned how to support myself, how to feel safe within myself, and that it’s okay to reach out to others. That through loving space-holding, you can come back to yourself. After the retreat, we had another video call and continued contact to help integrate and understand the experience — and to better grasp the messages the process had offered me. Even now, a year later, I still regularly connect with Alex to share my ongoing process and to receive insights — insights that ultimately help me find the answers within myself through the mirror he offers.

Yulia and Alexander introduced me to a powerful inner journey. Over the past two years, I have joined three retreats they organized — including at the center they currently manage. Yulia also supported me in organizing a meaningful trip abroad, where she accompanied and guided my experience. In short, Yulia and Alexander have played a central role in these life-changing moments, for which I am very grateful. In a world full of spiritual noise and confusing influences, Yulia and Alexander stand out for their depth, authenticity, kindness, and humility. They are both extraordinarily caring and professional, and they complement one another beautifully in leading the warm community they’ve built. Organization The retreat center they direct is not only well-organized and well-equipped — it’s also a place of great natural beauty. Their retreats are thoughtfully structured, with inspiring spaces, excellent accommodations, and nourishing food. They place a strong emphasis on emotional safety, preparation, and clear communication — which helps build the trust and openness needed for a meaningful experience, especially for those new to this kind of work. Through their strong global connections, they also host respected spiritual elders from various traditions. Leadership & Guidance Yulia and Alexander are deeply committed leaders, providing personal guidance and sharing wisdom before, during, and after each retreat. Their broad experience and gentle presence create a space in which people can feel at ease, no matter what brings them here. Their support in preparing for the experience — as well as their ongoing help with reflection and integration — has been incredibly valuable. They hold space for people from all walks of life and from many different countries, offering a grounded, clear presence that helps make sense of the insights that arise. One of the most beautiful things about their work is the sense of community they’ve cultivated — not only during the retreats, but beyond. Personal Note On a personal note, Yulia and Alexander are simply good people. Genuine, kind, curious, and generous — they bring wisdom shaped through deep life experience and personal work, and they share it with humility. I’m incredibly thankful that they have chosen to walk this path and dedicate themselves to supporting others in living with more clarity, connection, and meaning. Thank you